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You know what i need?
I need to change.
The clock is ticking and the time is running out, i have can't lose it, so i have to run after that.
Actually, i have to run to that.
Perfection requires 24 hours of dedication, and, of course, it will hurt.
Always does.
So, i have to make a promisse to myself, i have to be confident, i need to have faith.
Only i can do this for me.
Only me, nobody else.
God, help me to get there.



20 missing...

She's falling apart

Can't you see?

Can't you see?
I love you so fucking most.

My bad..

The nothing state

My stuff here will not be so long like on my another blog, but fuck it.
There's always things that i need to say, even if my mouth is already dry.
I don't fucking care about sense,  i'm not looking for understanding, i juts want to post my shit and feel alive.
God.. I just want to feel alive.
Things used to be more confortable, you know?
Like the feeling of safety.
Man.. you know what i want?
I just want to be lovely.
I just want to be so fucking lovely that i could blind your fucking eyes.
Or maybe i just want to be noticed.
I'm like a ghost, right?
I am just a fucking ghost walking through this fucking world.
And things may never be like i wish.
And at the end, there's nothing left to wait for.